Hey, Actually I don’t know how I would get back to your memo. At first, I was thinking if I’ll be spending much time composing one and I don’t know what to inscribe even. Honestly, I don’t want to hurt you but I am on my limits now and I don’t even know how to relay to you what I am into. I am reflecting and slowly seeing a plethora of ideas, and tribulations which comes and definitely going. I don’t even know and probably comprehend why you keep advising me that you’re madly in love with me and here you are stabbing me? Wait; are you at your right feet telling me that? Loving me while hurting me? Is it love you are calling then? Is it? I don’t see the point you are having. I think you’re keeping the extremities of life and love.

Well, months past and I am still walking to a wrong path of life. Months of perpetuation of what is definitely have ended nearly at the beginning of our relationship. Those lies you’ve shared to me. Those itsie-bitsies you’re doing. But what? I defended it that I risk my all just to have you. Still remember? I guess you don’t even treasure it for once. Hope you had, or I guess you are having. But anyway, that’s was long outdated.

Honestly, I am sick and tired of putting our relationship to risk. I keep on saving it that for which people around us will not blame me for. I want to gain respect to those people around us but for this very moment I just need to look for my inner peace. Maybe this will be the time that I would find one. I am not saying that having you is like living on a hell, I still see heaven at the start but as time pass by you’re slowly changing that had to face those questions and hopefully I am answering it now. Sorry, but this time I am tired of defending, I am tired of saving us maybe we might need to breathe some air and chill. It is much better for us if we separate ways to better free our minds from sudden effects of relationship we had.

I am thankful really for having you. For once I was loved by you. For once I had emotions for someone and feel love mutually. Time can tell when will be our goodbyes and welcomes. It is for time when we see what He planned and in stored for us. Maybe our relationship was not for the better, or maybe this relationship is not working for now. For our hearts will beat again for that true gent [for me] gal for you. It is about time, it is.