I would rather do nothing and be happy than do something that I won’t love
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Tomorrow, its over
Some may know what I was in last night. I cried for leave out some time. I confronted by someone I love and turned out bad. Well, at first I was so down, and depressed for reason that I had to because of what is going.
Jr, texted me if I want to go out last night and gave him a reply. Past 11pm Jr got into our house. Well there’s nef texting Jr then we decided to get her and be in the cab. Anyhow, past 1 we left Pateros and rushed to Eastwood. Woohh~ We searched for some open bars in which we spent time together. Woo~ San Mig Light and Sisig go go go! I drank 4 bottles while Jr got 2 while nef, a glass. We left QC by 4.40 am and got home by 5am. Well, pretty cool.
For that travel, trip we had given me certain realizations that I won’t be sad of things that is really set for me. Well, I was able to move on with the thing I first got my depression. For I won’t see the point of crying for a girl which she wants friendship over relationship. I respect whatever decision you had and thank you for being there and for which you settled being friends than lovers. I may treasure more if we had this from now on. yeah?
I went to school early and managed to visit Kuya in His house. Prayed over afterwhich I had to pick this certain paper beside Mommy [Mama Mary]. Guess what I got?
“Your Father knows what things you have need of before you ask Him” – Matthew 6:8
How perfect. I remember what I’ve told Kuya about. “Your will be done” and now I will continue to have this as my personal thought/philosophy
Thanks, so thanks
**just sharing some truth behind someone’s feelings. no need to comment.
just reading this composition is enough.
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The Truth Matters.
by jel zulueta
This is the time.
This is the truth.
Take it or Leave it.
It’s final.
This one sounds rude.
This one sounds harsh.
But what to do when that is the truth.
Truth hurts.
Reality Sucks!
You may hate this, but that’s the fact.
You may say its okay,
but i know deep inside you it’s not.
Yet i don’t wanna lie.
I don’t wanna hide.
So, I must burst it out.
I must say it.
I must confront it.
So to stop the agony of it.
I know your not in a rush, yet
I can’t force myself for something I can’t really be in.
Friendship is the only real thing.
It’s the only thing i could share and give in.
I’m not hiding anything.
I’m not like her or something.
But that’s the only thing i could offer.
Friendship that will last longer.
Don’t wait for so long,
When someone will come along.
Just go on and move along.
Cause i my self clear it all.
We’re friends and forever will be friends.
I appreciate every single thing.
I commend you for everything.
It’s just that i can’t return the same thing.
More than the boundaries of friendship,
I guess is not for you and i to live.
Pardonnez moi, for this kind of dilemma.
But This is the time
And This is the truth
I don’t wanna lie
I don’t wanna hide.
Enchanté!
So Much Drama.So Little Time




