I would rather do nothing and be happy than do something that I won’t love
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Flowers at first
March 5, 2009 – It was a regular day for all of us but for me I think it is different. why? I then first gave flowers to a girl which I like/love. To think I told myself that I will never give flowers to a girl for it is not usual and for me unreasonable except that it gives an extra credit for an effort you’ve given. Yeah I find it sweet to give flowers but one thing is that flowers are just flowers. They also live like we do humans let’s just save those flowers beauty to blossom to where that creature lives in. In there it can give aesthetic aura and well may then those who see this creatures will feel the beauty of God’s creation. Stop those go green and let’s focus more on what I will do and or what I did.
I bugged out of my bed at around 8.00 and start preparing for school. I finished at about 9.00am and went to school. Luckily, I’ve seen sets of flower shops and so I asked them to arrange one for me. I bought it for short. I picked an arrangement wherein she can carry it and can be able to bring it to their retreat session. Well, rest is history as I have forgotten the most important thing of all, my letter. My plan is that my letter should be accompanied by a flower so I did. 
Well, I am currently blogging this inside the LRC Main, our library. Waiting for someone to text me about the
plan
Bossh~ I just received a text from this someone. har har! bye for now.
Delivered
I actually hate the fact that she didn’t acknowledge what I did. For her it was just a shiz, an effect in other language. Hayz, hearing it seems that I may say that I am not successful this day but thinking of where I stand now well I am proud of myself.
If it happend that you saw this page I want to tell you that Good luck on your retreat and may God Bless you +
**insert emoticon here**
Jena
Isa sa magandang nangyari ay nang makilala ka
hindi ako mapakali noong una kang makita
bawat araw ay hinihintay na
nagbabakasakali na ika’y aking makasama
Sandali palang ng una tayong maging magkaibigan
sa sandaling iyon isa ng magandang dahilan
upang ibigin ang isang tulad mo
na iiyakan ko sa taong mawala sa piling ko
sadyang ikaw lang laman ng puso ko
hanggang ngayo’y ‘di mawala sa isip ko
ang iyong mga ngiti na nagbibigay kulay
sa buhay na ito na wala ng buhay
buong puso ko’y iaalay ko sa iyo
dahil sa iyo na umiikot and mundo ko
sadyang ginawa ang buhay kong ito
para mahalin ang anghel na tulad mo
hindi pa malalim ang ating pagtitinginan
kung iisipin ito’y nasa unang baitang
sa isang mantinding pagmamahalan
na nagsisimula sa simpleng magkaibigan
hanggang dito nalang ang tula ko para sa iyo
sana ito ay magustuhan mo
tanging nailathala upang maipahayag ko
ang bawat salitang sinasambit sa harap mo
Tomorrow, its over
Some may know what I was in last night. I cried for leave out some time. I confronted by someone I love and turned out bad. Well, at first I was so down, and depressed for reason that I had to because of what is going.
Jr, texted me if I want to go out last night and gave him a reply. Past 11pm Jr got into our house. Well there’s nef texting Jr then we decided to get her and be in the cab. Anyhow, past 1 we left Pateros and rushed to Eastwood. Woohh~ We searched for some open bars in which we spent time together. Woo~ San Mig Light and Sisig go go go! I drank 4 bottles while Jr got 2 while nef, a glass. We left QC by 4.40 am and got home by 5am. Well, pretty cool.
For that travel, trip we had given me certain realizations that I won’t be sad of things that is really set for me. Well, I was able to move on with the thing I first got my depression. For I won’t see the point of crying for a girl which she wants friendship over relationship. I respect whatever decision you had and thank you for being there and for which you settled being friends than lovers. I may treasure more if we had this from now on. yeah?
I went to school early and managed to visit Kuya in His house. Prayed over afterwhich I had to pick this certain paper beside Mommy [Mama Mary]. Guess what I got?
“Your Father knows what things you have need of before you ask Him” – Matthew 6:8
How perfect. I remember what I’ve told Kuya about. “Your will be done” and now I will continue to have this as my personal thought/philosophy
Thanks, so thanks
**just sharing some truth behind someone’s feelings. no need to comment.
just reading this composition is enough.
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The Truth Matters.
by jel zulueta
This is the time.
This is the truth.
Take it or Leave it.
It’s final.
This one sounds rude.
This one sounds harsh.
But what to do when that is the truth.
Truth hurts.
Reality Sucks!
You may hate this, but that’s the fact.
You may say its okay,
but i know deep inside you it’s not.
Yet i don’t wanna lie.
I don’t wanna hide.
So, I must burst it out.
I must say it.
I must confront it.
So to stop the agony of it.
I know your not in a rush, yet
I can’t force myself for something I can’t really be in.
Friendship is the only real thing.
It’s the only thing i could share and give in.
I’m not hiding anything.
I’m not like her or something.
But that’s the only thing i could offer.
Friendship that will last longer.
Don’t wait for so long,
When someone will come along.
Just go on and move along.
Cause i my self clear it all.
We’re friends and forever will be friends.
I appreciate every single thing.
I commend you for everything.
It’s just that i can’t return the same thing.
More than the boundaries of friendship,
I guess is not for you and i to live.
Pardonnez moi, for this kind of dilemma.
But This is the time
And This is the truth
I don’t wanna lie
I don’t wanna hide.
Enchanté!
So Much Drama.So Little Time
