I would rather do nothing and be happy than do something that I won’t love
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I wish to..
I have been thinking of so many things lately. I have been dumped with so many work load. I do have my academic project due on December 4. I still have a freelance job dated last week of November. Despite of these, I know I can manage to work over it and finish it as soon as possible.
Aside from those works I have right now, I also do think of my life. All of us should have “life” for our own, and I don’t think I have one for now. Wish I could spend time, chill out, hang out. I miss those days were I am a student which after class I have time to party, drink a little, relax, movie trip with friends, hang out somewhere. Why when I almost got out of the academe I had no time for myself now. Anyway highway, another thing I am out of is the thing called love. How I wish to have someone over, do some sweet moves, go out and enjoy each others company. I do actually have a girl which I like, thinking of possible act that I will do maybe nextweek. hhmm.. I don’t want just a simple act of giving stuffs to her and go out of the scene. That’s so lame right? Anyhow, what can I possibly do with her nextweek?
I wish, I wish. I pray, and pray that one day I may hear your voice saying yes to me. Oh how sweet if I got that, but I’ll be working on you first before that may happen. If I had one wish, that would be having you in my life. If I had one wish, that would be living with you in one house, full of dreams and aspirations…
I don’t wanna say the magic word, cause I know you wouldn’t see this post. I just want my actions to interpret what I feel for you. I do purple, I do love you..
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Purple Ribbon
This day is a good day. Its actually started late afternoon. I didn’t expect I would think of doing this sweetness I call. For I actually spend few pesos just to make a girl smile at me.
About five in the afternoon, I asked someone to get few papers I need for graduation, one of these is this girl. This not an ordinary act that I usually do for a girl but this one is a bit special. Yes, I admit it she’s special. I love her since we first met but I haven’t told her what I feel about until this day comes. No words even actions can express what I feel for this girl. Until I got this simple yet perfect day to ‘propose’. I had to get a cake care of Red Ribbon, a simple well lets just say
uncompatible card though. I put some words inside, sealed it and thats it! yay~ I remember when I did something like this few months prior to this date. Anyhow, I don’t want release it again as past is past na. So back, as I am saying earlier the day is perfect, eventhough she didn’t got something for me but still I got a part of her, and its her time. With the help of my bestfriend I got the moment. Yay~ swweeett!
Hay, it shouldn’t be my priority this day yet I guess that counts as one of. It was an ohhlala day, wish for more and probably get a chance, you know..
Flowers at first
March 5, 2009 – It was a regular day for all of us but for me I think it is different. why? I then first gave flowers to a girl which I like/love. To think I told myself that I will never give flowers to a girl for it is not usual and for me unreasonable except that it gives an extra credit for an effort you’ve given. Yeah I find it sweet to give flowers but one thing is that flowers are just flowers. They also live like we do humans let’s just save those flowers beauty to blossom to where that creature lives in. In there it can give aesthetic aura and well may then those who see this creatures will feel the beauty of God’s creation. Stop those go green and let’s focus more on what I will do and or what I did.
I bugged out of my bed at around 8.00 and start preparing for school. I finished at about 9.00am and went to school. Luckily, I’ve seen sets of flower shops and so I asked them to arrange one for me. I bought it for short. I picked an arrangement wherein she can carry it and can be able to bring it to their retreat session. Well, rest is history as I have forgotten the most important thing of all, my letter. My plan is that my letter should be accompanied by a flower so I did. 
Well, I am currently blogging this inside the LRC Main, our library. Waiting for someone to text me about the
plan
Bossh~ I just received a text from this someone. har har! bye for now.
Delivered
I actually hate the fact that she didn’t acknowledge what I did. For her it was just a shiz, an effect in other language. Hayz, hearing it seems that I may say that I am not successful this day but thinking of where I stand now well I am proud of myself.
If it happend that you saw this page I want to tell you that Good luck on your retreat and may God Bless you +
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