I would rather do nothing and be happy than do something that I won’t love
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Tomorrow, its over
Some may know what I was in last night. I cried for leave out some time. I confronted by someone I love and turned out bad. Well, at first I was so down, and depressed for reason that I had to because of what is going.
Jr, texted me if I want to go out last night and gave him a reply. Past 11pm Jr got into our house. Well there’s nef texting Jr then we decided to get her and be in the cab. Anyhow, past 1 we left Pateros and rushed to Eastwood. Woohh~ We searched for some open bars in which we spent time together. Woo~ San Mig Light and Sisig go go go! I drank 4 bottles while Jr got 2 while nef, a glass. We left QC by 4.40 am and got home by 5am. Well, pretty cool.
For that travel, trip we had given me certain realizations that I won’t be sad of things that is really set for me. Well, I was able to move on with the thing I first got my depression. For I won’t see the point of crying for a girl which she wants friendship over relationship. I respect whatever decision you had and thank you for being there and for which you settled being friends than lovers. I may treasure more if we had this from now on. yeah?
I went to school early and managed to visit Kuya in His house. Prayed over afterwhich I had to pick this certain paper beside Mommy [Mama Mary]. Guess what I got?
“Your Father knows what things you have need of before you ask Him” – Matthew 6:8
How perfect. I remember what I’ve told Kuya about. “Your will be done” and now I will continue to have this as my personal thought/philosophy
one sweet day
true love is not how you forgive, but how you forget, not what you see but what you feel, not how you listen but how you understand, and not how you let go but how you hold on.
I came home this morning from one of our house somewhere in Rizal as I immediately let my laptop turned on and made myself online.
But before that, early this morning after I have my Monday routine with my mom eating at Jollibee I went straight home. And as I was riding the jeepney, my mp3 played Boston by Augustana. Well, that was my favourite song this time and as I was listening to it. I reflected to the song and think of possible sweet moments. My mind starts to break out of my brain shell and move to space. Looking at dreaming for a possible sweet moments with a girl, who is currently unnamed. Well, I don’t know who will be that girl in my day-dream. My moment was cut off as I went down the jeepney to take a walk going home.
After that, as I turned on my laptop. I was browsing the internet and checking some of my account when I saw one of my friends page and have this video published. I watched it in real time. I was struck and felt it sweet that his girl gave something like this to him. Well, a simple video clip that I really found it sweet, greeting him on his birthday and as well greeting him there monthsary. At the end of the video I came to see this line, “true love is not how you forgive, but how you forget, not what you see but what you feel, not how you listen but how you understand, and not how you let go but how you hold on.” The idea is there oh my~! This certain act gave me a chance to blog over even though I have a tight schedule work. Really find it sweet though.
Honestly, I find it sweet and as I chuckle it made me kilig too as I think of the time I will be having a girl having this kind of sweet trait? When would she be present in my life? I’m dumb I guess I had some before that I didn’t mind at all. Anyway, I am still waiting for what Kuya will give me. Hhhmm.. “para sa Kanya ba o para kanino?”
That’s for now. Ahaha.. well, looking forward for a brighter day.
